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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Food for thought...

I found this on a blog I frequent.  I really like the message of it.  I think it is a good reminder to all of us that all we are handed from our Heavenly Father has a purpose and a reason.  I think I print this out and stick it in my planner or somewhere else that I will see it often, just so when those darker "threads" come I can remember that they are just part of the pattern I can't see yet.

My life is but a weaving
between my Lord and me;
I cannot choose the colors,
He worketh steadily.
Oft times He weaveth sorrow,
And I, in foolish pride,
Forget He sees the upper,
And I the under side.

Not 'til the loom is silent
and the shuttles cease to fly,
Shall God unroll the canvas
and explain the reason why.
The dark threads are as needful
in the Weaver's skillful hand,
As the threads of gold and silver
in the pattern He has planned.
He knows, He loves, He cares,
nothing this truth can dim.
He gives His very best to those
who leave the choice with Him.

~Author Unknown

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Saying bye-bye!

Too soon my parents had to leave.  Mom and dad were only able to get a week off of work.  I felt so bad that they had to leave today because they only got to see Charlotte for two days.  This morning was a bit stressful for me with them leaving.  I felt a bit helpless knowing that soon I would be alone to take care of the three girls.  I also have been having a bit of trouble feeding Charlotte which has brought me to tears and left me feeling even more helpless.

My parents had to leave around 9:00 this morning in order to make their flight.  Mom of course wanted to take a few photos.  I wish we had taken them last night so I wasn't bawling mess in them.  Oh well, document life as it is right?!  Also something weird was up with the lightening in our house so I had to turn all the photos to black and white to make them look semi decent.

Just the girls

Grandma Lala, Papa Joe, and the girls.
Allie was being a little stinker and didn't want to take a picture.  
Since when doesn't she want her picture taken?  Agh!

 Dad didn't actually get to hold Charlotte until this picture was taken.  Somehow she had never been handed off to him in the last two days.  At least he got to hold her for the picture right?!

At the last second I requested that dad take a picture of our little family.  
Who knows when the next time will be that we get our picture taken all together?!  
Allie still didn't want her picture taken


I'm glad mom and dad were able to come and take care of Lily and Allie while I was in the hospital.  I just wish it could have been a bit longer.  We miss you Lala and Papa Joe!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Sponge Bath

Charlotte got her first sponge bath today.  This was a whole new experience for me.  When Lily and Allie were newborns I was told by my doctors and nurses to go ahead and give them a regular bath.  So we skipped the whole sponge bath stage with them.  The nurses and doctors here were appalled when I asked if giving baths right away was still okay.  The quickly assured me that Charlotte would need a sponge bath until her "stumpy" {aka umbilical cord} fell off.

Charlotte was less than thrilled about her bath.  I thought she enjoy being washed, just like her sisters did. No sir!  She screamed the whole time. 


I felt horrible about making her cry but she still had a lot of gunk on her and needed it cleaned off.  She now smells wonderful and can't resist sticking my nose on her soft fuzzy head and breathing in the newborn smell.

Newborn Photoshoot

I had this totally ambitious idea today that I was going to do a newborn photoshoot with Charlotte.  I did this with Allie every month of her first year and it has been really fun to look back on those pictures.  I took the time to layout the minky material mom had bought thinking I could use for the backdrop each time I take Charlotte's picture.  Russ helped me out but poor Charlotte didn't want to have her picture taken, and I really didn't feel well enough to take her picture.  I gave up pretty quickly on trying to get a beautiful picture of her.  I realize now this is why "normal" people hire someone to take newborn pictures, instead of trying to do it themselves.  Such is life!  But I did get one acceptable picture and one hilarious picture.

She is pretty disgruntled in this picture put it isn't too bad looking either.

Then there is this one where she is clearly letting me know she is DONE!

Hopefully her one month picture will go a little better!

Easy Bake Oven Sugar Cookies

Grandma Lala and Papa Joe gave Lily and Easy Bake Oven for Christmas.  With it came a few pre-measured mixes.  Lily and immediately made a few, but Lily wanted to save the last one to make with Grandma Lala.  So when we got home from the beach today Lily immediately requested that grandma make sugar cookies with her.  I'm not sure who enjoyed the experience more Lily or mom. The little mix was able to produce enough cookies for everyone to have one.  Lily was even kind enough to save one for Allie who was taking a nap when they were ready.

At the beach

Mom and dad requested to do one thing while they were here.  They wanted to go to the beach.  We mad sure Charlotte was fed before we headed.  A short ride in the van and we were there.  Mom and dad were both surprised when I hadn't been exaggerating that the beach is only a 15 min drive from our house.  Our normal beach was beautiful today.  The wind was blowing a bit so as the waves came in they were creating foam on the sand.  Allie, Charlotte and I stayed in the car while Russ, Lily, mom, and dad got out for a bit.  Russ took these two great pictures of my parents with the ocean behind them.


Lily helped mom and dad collect a few shells and then it was time to go. 

It was a short trip but fun at the same time.

MarioKart Wii

Lily had a list a mile long of things she wanted to do with Lala and Papa Joe.  She was able to scratch off the list play the Wii.  Grandma and grandpa were good sports and each played a race with her.  We got some pretty funny videos of them playing with her.  Mom likes to shake the wheel back and forth, and for some reason couldn't figure why there was a u-turn sign above her head the whole time.  Dad of course took things seriously, but kept asking what the boxes were for. It is fun watching them interact with Lily even though they are clearly outmatched by a five year old.


Daddy and Charlotte

There is just something so tender about a daddy holding his baby girl that melts your heart.

Friday, January 14, 2011

A bit bewildered…

Allie doesn’t quite get this baby thing.  Charlotte was laying on her blanket just chilling with me sitting next to her, when Allie grabbed my hand and said “Baby play house”

Me: Okay, you go play with your house

Allie: No, baby play house!

Me:  Oh, go find the baby in the house.

Allie: {More insistently} No Baby Charlotte play house!

Me: You want Charlotte to play house with you?

Allie: YES!!!

Me: Oh babe, she’s too little.

Allie: Throws tantrum on floor while wailing, “Charlotte play house!”

***Sigh***

Attendance Award

Mom told me on Tuesday that Lily had come home with a note from her teacher saying she would be receiving an award on Friday at an assembly.  Apparently all the Kindergartners get one.  I figured the must be making something up like “colors in the line” award.
Since I was not ready to go out in public I sent Russ to assembly.  Dad tagged along so he could take pictures for my mom!  I felt horrible that I couldn’t go and support Lily, but I think the addition of having grandpa there made up for my absence. 
Russ and Dad came home after the short 20 minute assembly and declared that Lily had received an attendance award.  I was a bit shocked because she had missed a few days here and there for being sick.  But the school feels that as long as you don’t miss more than three days a quarter you can receive the attendance award.  Russ reported that Lily was super excited about her award.  Congrats Lily!
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Thursday, January 13, 2011

Visiting Uncle Al via Skype

Seeing Alan is always a difficult task.  As of now I haven't seen him since Oct 2008.  Yeah, it has been too long.  When we got home today I realized that he might have a webcam and that we could talk to him via Skype and he could see Charlotte.  I was excited when he told me he did have a webcam and would set up Skype.  It was so fun seeing him and letting the girls talk with him.  Allie was a bit shy because she has never really known Alan, but Lily was talkative as usual.  Alan took a picture of our family while we were talking to him and sent it to us.  We look pretty goofy but it is fun to see us all together!

Hopefully we will be able to have more visits with Alan so the girls will know him better.  Now if we could just get MY parents to get a webcam, guess they would need the internet first for that huh?

Going Home

Getting released from the hospital was such a relief!  That stupid hospital bed was getting so uncomfortable.  Russ also didn’t even have a bed to sleep on.  There was a long bench with a plastic cushion that he had been sleeping on.  He said it was the most comfortable sleeping arrangement he has had while I’ve been in the hospital, but it sure didn’t look comfy to me!

Both my doctor and Charlotte’s doctor released us by 10:00.  It took another two hours to actually leave the hospital due to feeding Charlotte and the fact that we could put on a waiting list of sorts.  Quite a few people were trying to get checked out and we just weren’t fast enough to be first in line.  LOL!  Russ took the opportunity to load up the car with our bags while Charlotte and I just chilled….

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Finally the tech came with the wheelchair and escorted me and Charlotte down to our car.  I was quite worried about Charlotte being cold since we didn’t have a coat for her and the temperature had dropped suddenly while we were in the hospital.  That of course resulted in me bundling her in all the “extra just in case she has an accident on one” blankets to keep her warm.  Oh and I threw her new bear in there as well to keep her warm.

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The girls were very excited to see us and Charlotte when we arrived home.  Poor Lily kept calling her Baby Evie….I guess we had confused her with all the name talk before she was born.  Immediately Allie asked if she could hold her.  We sat down and she was all grins.  She only held her for a few seconds before requesting I take Charlotte back.  It was super cute though!

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Lily of course wanted the chance after she Allie hold her.  Lily got a little more freedom on holding Charlotte.  I hardly helped her at all, just an occasional resituating Charlotte’s head which you can see me doing in the photo.

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Not only did we bring home Charlotte for the girls but we also brought a little treat for them as well.  The hospital provides this cake for siblings.  The girls were super excited when they saw what Charlotte brought home for them!100_8895edited

I’m so glad to be home.  I’m quite sore and feel like being in my own bed tonight will help tremendously.  I’m excited to see how the girls have already fallen in love with Charlotte.  They keep trying to help by bringing her things or bringing me things she needs.  Allie is particularly concerned when she cries, Lily just likes to make sure I know that she is crying.  At least they both seem to be adjusting well.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

At the Hospital

 I was exhausted from going two nights without sleep{I didn't sleep the night before because I was so nervous for the induction}.  So around 2 or 3 in the morning I allowed the nurses to take Charlotte to the nursery.  They ended up having to give her some formula since she was so hungry.  I was a bit sad about that, but knew it was for the best.  Around 8:00 I made Russ go "get her back".  Apparently they were going to keep her until we got her.  She could have stayed all day in there!

The whole of today was spent sleeping or snuggling with Charlotte.  Russ did this as well, but he fit in some TV too!  LOL!  Last night I requested a pacifier for Charlotte.  It has been a lifesaver, and Charlotte is too cute with it.  She loves holding on to it!


My parents called and I talked to the girls.  Allie was completely happy and having a great time with Papa and Lala.  Lily on the other hand was still stressed and sad that we weren't there.  She kept asking when we would be coming home and saying she missed me.  It about broke my heart :(  

Sometime in the afternoon a photographer came and took Charlotte's newborn pictures.  I was surprised that they actually had someone who new what they were doing with a camera take them.  She set up a little "studio" on my bed and took the time to pose Charlotte in different ways.  I was quite impressed and even though the price was a bit high I begged Russ to get a set of pictures they offered. We should be getting them in a few days!  The photographer was kind enough to let Russ take pictures over her shoulder, so this is a bit of "preview" of the photo session.  

After the photographer left, we took a few random pictures of our own.  I was holding Charlotte and watching TV when I looked down and saw that she had down this all by herself!  They were all perfectly crossed, no skipped fingers at all!

For Lily and Allie they have always had a special stuffed animal that they get a birth.  I forgot to buy one for Charlotte, so I was excited when my mom pulled a stuffed bear out of her suitcase.  My brother had bought it for Charlotte and left it with my mom at Christmas to deliver it to us.  I brought it to the hospital with us and made sure to get a few pictures with her first "lovie"  Here she is just chillin' in her bassinet with her bear.

And of course this is just a cute picture of her I couldn't resist posting!

Charlotte stayed with us all day and all night.  I'm glad that I recovered fast enough that I didn't have to send her to the nursery.  Russ kind of wanted me to because he was worried about how tired and sore I was, but I think her staying with us was best.  I worry too much about her when she is away from me.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Charlotte's Birth

 Last Thursday at my appointment the doctor gave me a sheet telling me to call in at 5:30 am to see if the hospital would have a bed open for my induction at 7:00 am.  We made sure to have everything ready last night since it would be an early morning today...or so we thought.  I called and 5:30 and wouldn't you know they were full!  They told me to call back at 8:30.  Russ and I went back to sleep for an hour before my dad came and woke us up wondering if we had missed the alarm to call the doctors.  We assured him and mom that we hadn't missed it, but were just waiting to call again.  We helped get Lily off to school and reminded her that we wouldn't be home for when she got home, nor for the next few days.  She was bit sad and stressed but went to school anyway.

8:30 rolled around and I called the hospital again...no luck.  I was told to call back at 11:00.  By this point I was sad because I figured there was NO WAY I was going to get the fun birthday the doctor had planned for our little one.  Stupid thing to be sad about, but at least it was keeping my mind of the upcoming labor.  At 10:30 I got a call to come in, they finally had a room for me!  YIPEE!  We quickly gave Allie hugs and kisses and scooted out the door before she could put up a fuss.  The hour drive went by quickly and we found ourselves parked on top floor of the parking garage.  Russ made sure to park by the elevator so I wouldn't go into labor walking down four flights of stairs, LOL!

After the initial paperwork was signed the nurse tried to start my IV.  I warned her that it was going to be difficult, which she agreed with when seeing my veins.  She thought she had found a good one in my right hand and tried it.  Almost as soon as she stuck me the vein blew and I ended up with gushing blood and bump the size of ping pong ball on my wrist.  I didn't see it happen but Russ said it almost instantaneously swelled like that.  I wish I had thought to take a picture of it!  Anyway the nurse was a bit more cautious next time and got a good vein in my left hand....which if I remember right is where I was get them at.

Dr. Thompson came in and apologized that we were getting a late start on the induction.  She said it is a rare occurrence for the hospital to be full but they had a few unusual cases come in that had filled up some beds.  I wasn't too concerned since I was finally there.  Now if I hadn't been able to get in today, then I might have been mad.  She gave the nurse orders to go ahead and get me started on the pitocin.  At 12:30 on the dot Bridgett {the nurse} turned on the pitocin.  Within the first 15 minutes I started regular contractions!  Every 15 minutes for the next 3 hours she turned the dose up on the pitocin.   The contractions got more intense but I was handling them so I waited on my epidural. 

About this time Doctor Thompson came in and broke my water.  I've never had this done before epidural-free, and let me just say it is NOT comfortable at all!  Not much happened even though she broke my water.  In fact I asked if she had actually succeeded in doing so.  She laughed and said yes, the baby is just holding most of it in.  Things stayed the same for about 15 minutes until the baby shifted a bit.  Then my water truly broke and the contractions intensified.  By this time I was at 5 cm and felt pleased enough with myself for making it that far that I asked for an epidural.  

The anesthesiologist started working it at around 4:00.  The hospital had a rule that Russ had to leave for this which left me a bit uneasy, but I made it through.  The anesthesiologist was quite informative and wanted to know if I knew that I had a slight case of scoliosis.  Ummm...nope didn't know that.  No need to worry though he said it didn't need treated unless the back pain bothered me.  So that is why I have back pain! LOL!  He also showed the nurse and pointed on my back where my other two epidurals had been.  I had no idea they left noticeable divots in my skin.  Anyway he did a great job putting it in fairly painlessly.  Within 15 minutes it took affect.  This epidural was different than the last two in the fact that I could still feel my toes and the contractions.  The contractions weren't painful but I could still feel my belly tighten.  It was weird but nice at the same time.  

The anesthesiologist walked out the door when and the nurse decided to check me again.  Still at 5 cm.  Almost as soon as she was done I started shaking.  Not just a little but the full on uncontrollable shakes.  I thought I was going to get sick {since I did with Lily and Allie} but I just kept shaking instead.  As soon as I started shaking the nurse said she needed to check me because I was probably getting close.  Huh?!  No more than five minutes had passed but she checked me again and I was an 8!  She got on the phone and called for the doctor...who of course was delivering a baby.  She requested that another doctor come wait with me "just in case"  By then my room was being flooded with people who were going to "help out"  Okay just three people but that is three more people than I had ever had with my other girls.  Another five minutes had gone by and the "sub" doctor arrived.  Nurse checked me again and I was 10!  Can I just say how glad I am that I got my epidural when I did?

By this time the doctor was teasing me telling me "don't sneeze, cough, or laugh so Dr. Thompson can get here to deliver you".  Ummmm....okay :)  We waited about 5 - 10 minutes like this before my doctor came walking in.  Three pushes later, Charlotte was born at 5:21PM!  They handed her to me as soon as she was wrapped up.  I love that I got to do this, it always reminds me of how I missed out on it with Lily since she was ushered away.  The baby nurse let me hold her until I told her that she had wet on me twice and they figured she better get a diaper on her, LOL!  Russ was great and remembered to take pictures this time.  I heard the nurse talking to him about Charlotte's red hair and how big she was.  It was fun listening to his responses as it was clear how excited and proud he was of our little one.


Doctor Thompson wrapped up her paperwork, told me congrats, and was amazed at how well I did with such a large baby.  Hehehehe! She and all the "extra" help left us alone.  The nurse stayed around for awhile longer to keep taking my vitals but in general left me and Russ alone with Charlotte.  The rest of the night was a bit of blur, but happy blur.  Both Russ and I were excited to finally have our little lady here with us!

Introducing....

Charlotte June Jones
January 11, 2011
5:21 PM
9 lbs 6 oz
20.5 inches
Lots of red hair!!! 
 

Monday, January 10, 2011

Blessing for me

Mom swears that she has told me to get a blessing every time I go into labor and that I have, but both Russ and I can't remember that happening.  She was a bit adamant that I get one done this time.  With all the anxiety I had been having throughout the day I agreed with her.  Dad and Russ both participated and Russ gave me a wonderful but unexpected blessing.  Very little was said about the actual birth, just that things would go well.  Most of the blessing was about life with our new child.  Something that struck me the most was that I was told I many need to give up a few things I enjoy in order to take care of our growing family.  I guess I may need to reevaluate some of my priorities soon.  I'm not sure what those will be, but I'm sure I will find out.  Overall I felt more peaceful when the blessing was done.  Now it is off to bed early so I'm ready to welcome our new family member tomorrow!

Browsing the area

***No picture today :(  Didn't feel well enough or motivated enough to break it out***

Whenever my parents come to visit I always have to show mom around to all the "cool" stores in my area.  In Idaho she loved visiting Roberts, Porters, and this little boutique that I can't remember the name of.  I thought she was going to be mildly disappointed when she came to visit because Lake Jackson primarily is retail oriented.  What I forgot is that she had never been to a Hobby Lobby store.  We were just stopping in to get me some fabric and her some crochet thread, but our "quick" stop turned into a two hour stay.  LOL!  We went a few more places and ended up shopping for 4 hours!!  My poor hips protested when we were down but I did feel the baby drop more.  Mom of course spoiled all of us with some things she bought.  One thing I'm very exited about is some material she bought to make the baby a quilt with.  The back will be pink minkey and the front is a pieced fabric.  It is going to be gorgeous!  When she gets it sent to me I'll show it off.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Uno Mooooooo!

Every year the girls get one gift that tops all other gifts. This year that gift was Uno Moo from my sister Becky.  Lily enjoys playing, but Allie asks to play it every day.  Pretty soon after the arrival of grandma and grandpa she insisted that they play with her.  Is it much of a surprise that she won the one and only round we played?  Russ wasn't feeling well, so he took pictures for us...hence the reason he isn't in any!

Group shot!

Casper 
{aka Allie}
She's in the "cheesy" stage of photos.  
Always wants hers taken and always has a fake smile on her face!

This one of Lily just cracked me up.  
She's mid word...UNO of course!

Allie showing of her blue animal.  
I also included this because it is the last "belly" picture I have of me.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Grandma Lala and Papa Joe...

We've had many countdowns lately...

--mommy's birthday--
--Christmas--
--New Year's--
--the baby--
but one that the girls have been waiting for as well would be the countdown to grandma Lala and Papa Joe coming to visit.  My parents graciously took some time off of work to come down and watch the girls for me these next few days while I have the baby.  Tonight we picked them up from the airport.   You would not believe how silly, jumpy, bouncy, giddy, etc that the girls were when they finally spotted the them at the airport.  I'm so glad that they ill get to spend this time with mom and dad.

I often go walking

Lily: I picked these for you momma.  Can we put them in a special cup for you?
Me:  Thanks babe.  Lets put them in a regular cup and daddy will get the vase {ie special cup} down when you get home.

Lily got me the cup and we put them in there with a bit of water.  As I looked at this sweet offering from Lily I was reminded of the primary song that I sing to both  her and Allie quite often....

 I Often Go Walking

I often go walking in meadows of clover,
And I gather armfuls of blossoms of blue.
I gather the blossoms the whole meadow over;
Dear mother, all flowers remind me of you.

O mother, I give you my love with each flower

To give forth sweet fragrance a whole lifetime through;
For if I love blossoms and meadows and walking,
I learn how to love them, dear mother, from you.


Receiving these small gifts as a mother are always the best gifts to receive.

Friday, January 7, 2011

P365: Day 7

Lily and Allie got sent out to play in the backyard today.  I check out the window on them every few minutes or so.  I glanced out the window just in time to watch Lily throw dirt in the air over Allie.  They both quickly lost their outside playing privilege and brought them inside.  Then I realized Allie had been having her own kind of fun with the dirt.  I wonder if I'll find dirt in her diaper tomorrow.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Week 39

I didn't want to go to the doctors today.  I was stressed that nothing good would come out of it.  Russ kept telling me all week that I had to assertive and ask for induction date.  Hmph, I'm not an assertive person!  But it turns out that I didn't have to be.  The doctor looked at my chart and saw my due date was on Monday.  She asked, "How about having this baby on Tuesday?"  I quickly agreed and even laughed inwardly that this baby will most likely be born on 1.11.11!  Fun birthday huh?!

Now I just have to keep my fingers crossed that my scheduled induction doesn't get bumped by some other woman going into labor!  With the date set I feel like I've been able to take a big breath and  calm down a bit.  For some reason I've really been a wound up like a spring with this pregnancy but I feel now like I've relaxed and can get things done.  Maybe I'm finally allowing myself to "nest" which is always a great outlet of stress for me.  All I know is that my list of things I want to do this weekend is a mile long and feel like I can get it done! Yipee!

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Wordless Wednesday and P365: Day 5

Playgroup @ the mall playground.  A great break from the daily mundane routine Allie and I go through.  Allie was less clingy. more independent, and even played with a few of the older kids.  Definitely a bright spot in our day.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Sing You a Song

Allie: I sing you a song momma.
Me: Okay princess.
Allie: ABCDEFG.....
Allie: Take a picture....HIJKL....
Me:  {Chuckle}Okay princess



Crazy Good Deals

Couponing hadn’t really been going on for me for awhile.  I just didn’t have the energy to spend on it.  This week though I’ve felt a bit better and saw some crazy good deals going on.  Allie and I ventured out to take advantage of those.  I paid for because I can’t move now, but I’m so happy that I got these deals!
Target gets these cute mailboxes in every year.  They were a dollar a piece.  I wish they were a little cheaper.  HOWEVER, I still consider this a crazy good deal because I never can ahold of this many.  Normally they are all sold out by the time I find them.  Getting how many I wanted deems them a crazy good deal to me!
The real reason I went to Target:
2 packs of hangers
4 sugar free jello/pudding cups
2 packs of cough drops
8oz bag shredded cheese
Original Price:$18.75
Price Paid: $10:04
Before coupons those 4 Jello’s retail for 10.00!  So I basically got everything else for free!  Sweet!

Walgreens
4 Jumbo packs of diapers
1 box instant oatmeal
1 dish washing soap
1 shampoo
1 conditioner
Original Price: $65.66
Price Paid: $26.93
My total should have been three dollars cheaper but I grabbed the wrong coupons.  OOPS!  But I’m still super pleased with it you know why?  Each of those diaper packs retail at $9.99+ and I got them for $5.99!!!   Oh and that dish soap I got for FREE!!!
Now if I can only keep up with these awesome deals once Baby Girl #3 is here!

Monday, January 3, 2011

P365: Day 3

I promised the girls today that if they were good while we went shopping we could stop at the library.  Their behavior was SUPERB so off we went!  They love the library not only for the books, but also this cool play area that is there.  The area has computers, puzzles, and a puppet stage.  Until recently the girls haven’t played with the puppet stage.  Allie took interest in it today after seeing Lily play with it.  Here she is having two of the puppets give hugs and kisses to each other.  It was very cute to watch!

Sunday, January 2, 2011

P365: Day 2

Right before Christmas Russ showed me a preview of the new Epic Mickey game.  I quickly became intrigued with it.  I don’t play our Wii much but I requested that we rent this over Christmas vacation so I could play it while I still had a bit of time.  Ummm….bad idea!  I played this game for 3 hours one day.  Lily watched me play it on off that day and got nightmares from the game.  Apparently the monsters in it came to life in her dreams.  Poor girl!  She was banned from watching Russ or I play it from then on.  I think this may be a game we get in the future even if the kids can’t play it.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

P365: Day 1

While waiting for Russ to come read scriptures Lily decided she would read Allie’s Tigger books to her so we would have more time to read the scriptures.  I love how intent Allie is in the picture.  She LOVES her Tigger books, and really enjoys reading them.

2011: One Little Word

Having a checklist has always been something I enjoy.  I get great satisfaction when I can cross off that item that has been causing me stress in my life.  Yes, a never ending to do list {aka mommy chores } cause me stress.  But having those few hours or minutes of relief that something isn’t on my list is pure bliss.
Last year I discovered a way to aid myself in crossing these things off my list, therefore having less stress in my life.  I chose one little word to live by for the year.  I chose composure.  I made goals for myself each month of ways to achieve that composure.  My had to do with my never ending “lists” LOL!  I blogged about it for awhile, but lost the time to do that.  But I was still working on composure behind the scenes of this little journal of mine.  By the end of the year I was in a much better place then I was at the beginning of the year.  I had made some great progress in feeling like I had my life in order {aka composure}.  I hadn’t made as much progress as I had hoped for but at least I moved in the right direction! Smile
Around the beginning of December I began to think about my word for this year.  I questioned myself what would keep me going in the right direction that I had gone in last year?  What could I do to help me with my oh so important lists?  After much thought I came up with my word…..
COMMIT
Many times in my life I start things and they stay on those to do lists of mine for weeks….months…even years at a time.  I’m tired of starting things and not finishing them, or not doing them to my full capacity.  Basically this year I’m gonna finish what I start.
To do this I had to create a list to help me succeed. Winking smile It isn’t complete because my brain just can’t think that far ahead but it is started which is most important to me.  Each month of the year I plan on focusing on a few things that I feel I have let slide in my life.  Things I want to commit to.  Each of those goals are broken down into smaller goals so that they are easily achievable.  I like to set myself up to succeed and this is the best way I see possible.  This is what I have so far….

January
Read Scriptures, Relief Society Manual, and the Ensign 
--28 verses a day {my age} in scriptures…this is a challenge we gave all the primary children in our ward and I really wanted to do it with them. 
-- RS manual on Sundays 
-- Ensign before bed

Blog Daily 
-- funny story 
-- recipe 
-- P365 picture {Totally going to be my lifesaver on this!}

P365
This one can’t be broken down anymore than it is so wish me luck on it!

Sleep 8 hours a night
-- Turn off computer by 9:30 or 10:00

Spend 1 hour a day playing with Lily, Allie, and Baby Girl#3
I have few ideas planned out on the next few months but this is getting to long as it is.  I will list them later….maybe when I need a something blog about to meet my “daily quota”!  I’m excited for this new year and all it has to bring into my life.  I hope that I can continue to commit to my goals.  I know that if I can I will grow in ways that Heavenly Father would want me to.  He expects us to challenge ourselves to grow and for me this is the best way I know how.